A Touch Of Reality

She does a number on me,
but now sez shes gonna let me be
She just wants me to walk away
...go off and start another day???

No Way!!! To me this aint a play!
So I just cant go another way
But she's made her decision she's spoken
Its all over ma heart's now broken!

She want one last kiss...
She wants me to hold her tight
Cant do it cuz somethings amiss
and am just fading into the night!

I know she cries, she's full of sorrow
but by the time she wakes up tomorrow
perception changes, Its me she'll blame
It won't matter that ma hearts been set aflame...

I say this cuz I know her way too well
I know there's no lite for me @ the end of ma tunnel
I know there's only one way outta this
ant thats for me to get a knife and slit ma wrists!

The blood drips all over da floor as I type this
Hallucinations!!! ma minds in a state of bliss!
I can see her now, We touch and we kiss...
Ma heart beats to tell me this is what am gonna miss

Its getting dark, ma mind ain't workin
The reaper's round da corner somewhere lurkin
Hey babe I just wanna tell you its not your mistake
I'm doing this cuz ma lyfs messed n this is ALL I CAN TAKE!!!!