*All that follows is fiction, any resemblance to anyone living or dead is purely coincidental! ;-)
Have been so guarded not to let anyone in
I have no idea how she managed to win
In ma book to let someone in's a sin,
It feels kinda right that ma hearts on a pin...
It feels like alls fine and its time for the next chapter
But things seem stuck here and cant move ever after!
Every second i close ma eyes i see her laughter
And ma heart skips a beat!
Where do we go from here?
No idea, things still aint clear!
Fate seems hell bent on playin me
What's perfect's so far can't you see?
Man this here's one huge crush,
And things are movin too fast in a rush!
I pause, take a deep breath, close ma eyes,
I see her again, I just eanted to see something nice!
How come theres something You soo want to say
You sooooo want it to be understood!
But your mind screams something rude!
And even your heart says shut up dude!
Sometimes I almost blurt out things,
Have spoken into pillows ASHWIN...shut up!!! no jinx!
Its nights i have to fight myself the hardest,
Cause, Cute as an angel... I know shes the best!
I keep tickin off more and more check boxes ,
I keep tellin myself she'll fail the next,
But shes perfect i see myself fallin,
And without her i can feel that times are crawlin!
Have never written so much so soon,
Am gettin crazy as a frikkin ol' loon,
I can even feel ma heart swell like a balloon,
but i sure know its gonna pop ever so soon!
Crazy is something I am
About what i cant say,
Try my best to stay calm,
But i feel so lost this way!
Is it real? Will it last?
Is it all happenin too fast?
I dunno! Only time will tell!
I've gotta be sane... but then again wat the hell? ;-)
