Reminiscing bout ma past!

All through ma life I wanted to grow up
just so I can meet adulthood and say "wassup?"
but now that i finally am twenty one,
I feel that my childhood was way more fun!

Waking up Monday, Eating heavy to overcome the blues,
not dieting and having a little juice
Getting on the, bus singing all the way,
not stuck in traffic without knowing what to say!

Waking up Tuesday, feeling a little better,
not thinking of my chick or what to get her
Wearing the uniform my mom washed and pressed,
not worrying about how good I dressed!

Waking up Wednesday, feeling my dad's care,
Not thinking its day 3 I'm halfway there
Looking into my mom's eyes as she kisses me goodbye,
not through my window at the landscape so dry!

Waking up Thursday, with so much energy in me pent,
not worrying about how the hell I'm gonna pay my rent
missing the bus and riding with mom to school
not caring about who thinks I am cool!

Waking up Friday, forget it again so scream for ma towel,
not running out half naked just to answer my doorbell
having the lunch my mom packed with love and care,
not munching on chips I bought with change I had to spare!

Waking up Saturday. late after my dad calls me a slob,
not worrying about recession or losing my job
Watching the tube for hours together with dad,
not stuck in an empty house which drives me mad!

Waking up Sunday, switching on the TV,
not worrying about how to update my CV
Going outside and playing in the sun,
not just waiting to get paid on day one!

But really... Being an adult ain't bad, I can vote,
I don't even have to bug dad to buy a new coat
I can smoke, I can drink,
I can do anything that I think!

But sometimes when I remember the past,
I feel I just grew up too fast
Reminiscing about the great times that we had...
I dedicate this one to ma DAD!!!

A Touch Of Reality

She does a number on me,
but now sez shes gonna let me be
She just wants me to walk away
...go off and start another day???

No Way!!! To me this aint a play!
So I just cant go another way
But she's made her decision she's spoken
Its all over ma heart's now broken!

She want one last kiss...
She wants me to hold her tight
Cant do it cuz somethings amiss
and am just fading into the night!

I know she cries, she's full of sorrow
but by the time she wakes up tomorrow
perception changes, Its me she'll blame
It won't matter that ma hearts been set aflame...

I say this cuz I know her way too well
I know there's no lite for me @ the end of ma tunnel
I know there's only one way outta this
ant thats for me to get a knife and slit ma wrists!

The blood drips all over da floor as I type this
Hallucinations!!! ma minds in a state of bliss!
I can see her now, We touch and we kiss...
Ma heart beats to tell me this is what am gonna miss

Its getting dark, ma mind ain't workin
The reaper's round da corner somewhere lurkin
Hey babe I just wanna tell you its not your mistake
I'm doing this cuz ma lyfs messed n this is ALL I CAN TAKE!!!!